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I spent a lot of time at the ocean this summer. As I watched the waves and went swimming I was struck again how /small/ I am. The ocean is vast and strong enough to knock my feet out from under me; the tide keeps coming and there is nothing I can do to control it... *Smiles* I wrote this poem thinking about the ocean and the strength of God's will.
Waves
Of Your Will
8/4/13
When
tomorrow comes
May
I know more about You, Lord.
Day
by day, please lead me.
It's
all I long for -
To
feel Your presence in my life.
I
feel so small in the face of what You ask,
But
You tell me to run
Full
hearted after You.
I
want to take a deep breath
To
dive into the ocean of Your will
And
give myself totally over to You.
No
more of this standing on the shore
With
my feet barely wet,
Afraid
to take the plunge.
The
waves crash in and sweep back the sand of my plans.
I've
built fragile drip castles that I try to keep
Just
on the edge of Your tide.
I
stand watching,
Wondering
if I dare to go into that unknown ocean
And
leave behind my castles.
I
hear Your voice calling -
Calling,
calling, calling me to trust You
And
let go.
So
I hold my breath
And
run into the waves.
It's
much deeper than I thought,
And
I lose my footing.
For
a moment I struggle –
Crying
out as the sand of my plans slides away.
Your
current gently lifts me
And
pulls me into deeper waters;
It's
strong and out of my control
But
somehow a sense of overwhelming peace is there.
I
don't always follow as I should.
Sometimes
I still go to the ocean's edge to build my sand castles,
As
if I can keep them from You.
I
struggle with letting You have control of all my life,
But
You keep calling me back -
Back
into the glorious wonder of striving for Your will.
But
oh, that is hard to do -
Often
times I fight Your current
Instead
of swimming in the direction You're guiding.
It's
when I surrender and dive deep,
Seeking
to go where You call me,
That
I feel Your strength to go.
There's
something beautiful
About
being powerless within the waves of Your will -
To
know there's nothing left for me to do
But
feel Your enveloping presence and...
Surrender.
The
longer I stay here with You
The
more I know that this is where I long to be,
And
nothing can compare to the peace there is
In
feeling the wild, enveloping, strength of Your love
As
day by day You lead me in Your will.
~ZA
Copyright © 2013 Ophelia M. Flowers
This makes ME smile! The ocean has always been God's sign to me, as well, that He is stronger than I, that I need to trust Him, that when I surrender I am stronger than ever because of Him. Thank you for putting this truth in poem form. You are so good at that!
ReplyDelete:) I'm glad this made you smile Susie. Thank you for reading this poem... It also makes me think of spending the morning watching the sun come up over the ocean with you. Miss you!
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